Hoping that next year would be a better year. I fucking started the year with a failure and I’m also ending it with a failure(well I’m not sure, grades are not out yet). I’m getting older and my career path is slowly going into different directions. Engineering is hard as fuck? Well I think that’s just my excuse for being lazy for the WHOLE ENTIRE SECOND TERM. Should I shift? I don’t know where I’ll go. I really want to be an engineer someday but why am I not motivated?